[manifesto]

politically I consider myself a leftist. probably I'm somewhere between libertarian socialism and titoism. my dualism is pretty strong, I do believe that the best way to achieve a better world is with a anarcho-communist model, but I also think that in reality getting to that directly is impossible, so I support a transitional workers state. Also I'm more of a titoist because, not only I do not like stalin that much, I also think that revolution should happen within the local conditions of each country, and obviously, not submitting to some kind of imperialist power; also, the yugoslavian model of self-management was pretty cool compared with the soviet bureaucracy. yugoslavia's error was to not controlling nationalisms after tito's death, but I think that was more of a problem of the people in charge after tito than the ideology itself.

religiously I'm a atheist heathen. this means, that I believe in the germanic paganism, but I don't believe in gods. my focus is more on the philosophy, cosmology and values of the heathenry, rather than the worship of gods. I believe it is a very beautiful and coherent worldview, specially compared with the abrahamic religions, as it is more focused on the connection with nature and with how your actions affect yourself and the world around you, rather than some kind of external judgement or reward system.
I believe that, as sartre once said, 'the man is nothing else but what he makes of himself'. I always hated the idea of faith and that my future is in the hands of some god. I find the idea imprisoning. I just feel in peace with the idea that I am responsible for my own life and that I have the power to shape it as I want, even if that is hard and scary, it's also liberating.

on morality I believe that morality does not exist. morality is nothing more than a set of made up rules that society creates to control each other. I don't think good or bad exist, as everyone just acts according to what they think is good. maybe true morality is just what's good for your survival or for the species survival, as you know for example that touching fire is bad because it can hurt you.
saying this, I believe in my own personal morality, and kinda don't care if someone else thinks I'm a bad person. this doesn't mean that I don't care about other people, I do care about how my actions affect other people, but I don't care if they think I'm a bad person for doing something, as long as I think it's the right thing to do.

conspiranoically I do believe in some conspiracies. I'm very paranoid sometimes.
1) I do believe that the world is controlled by a small group of powerful people that manipulate everything behind the scenes, the media, the culture, politics, wars, everything.
2) I believe that psychiatry in the way it is right now is a way to control and oppress people that don't fit in the society, and that it is used to pathologize normal human emotions and behaviors caused by capitalism, and to make people dependent on drugs.
3) I also believe that the pandemic was planned, and that covid is a oncology virus that, like the papilomavirus, can cause cancer in the long term. currently there has been a strong raise in cancer cases in young people, and I think that is the reason why. there has been studies on this, but for some reason no one talks about it.
4) I believe the 9/11 was an inside job for israel to justify the invasion of middle east and increase islamophobia.
5) I believe privacy does not exist right now, and that we are living in a surveillance capitalism dystopia, where we are constantly being monitored and our data is being collected for big corporations to manipulate us and make profit out of us.
6) algorithms and social media are designed to be addictive, manipulate our emotions, and making us dumber reducing our attention span and critical thinking.
7) humanity is on its way of extinction, and all the disgreace, suffering and mental health crisis maybe is a symptom of that. if the climate crisis doesn't kill us, we will end up killing ourselves anyways.
8) making the left so divided and disorganized is a strategy of the ruling class to maintain their power, and that's why we have so many different leftist ideologies that are in constant conflict with each other, instead of uniting against the common enemy. divide and conquer.

on transmedicalism if we take being a transmed as believing that being trans is something neurological rather than social like being gay is, which expresses itself with gender dysphoria, I'm a transmed. But I don't believe being trans has to be something diagnosable, or medically controlled, or that you have to go through every surgery. I just believe that today the concept of what it is being trans is very misguided, or maybe we should reclaim the term 'transsexual' for those with gender dysphoria. I know it may sound like I'm a piece of shit for a lot of people, and maybe I am, but I wanna explain my reasoning.
1) gender euphoria is a signal of gender dysphoria. being euphoric of something means that you are either uncomfortable or disconnected with your previous state.
2) most 'non-dysphoric' trans people do have gender dysphoria, but they think dysphoria is just 'self-hatred' (which btw, is terf discourse), that it only can show as discomfort with your body (it can be socially too), or that it manifest only as active suffering (it can be disconnection or depersonalization)
3) since the end of the pandemic has been a strong raise of detrans cis women who thought they were 'non-dysphoric femboy transmascs'. this has caused that now is harder to be taken seriously or getting medical treatments as a trans person
4) most 'non-dysphoric femboy transmascs' do not want to look like a femboy, but just like your regular cis woman. I agree that men don't have to be masculine, but there's a BIG difference in style and expression between a femboy and a cis girl.
5) 'they will get us on the same concentration camp anyways' is false. a non transitioned trans person is just a cis person in the eyes of the state, and won't be affected for example if they start to prohibit gender affirming care (which they are doing right now).
6) Not transitioning is not the woke option, that's exactly the most cis conforming thing you can do. no one will persecute you for looking like what the society expects you to look like based on your assigned sex at birth.
7) if gender was something purely social, then cases like 'john/joan' would not exist and conversion therapy would be effective. the truth is, that the innate sense of gender is something neurological, and the thing that is social is the gender roles and stereotypes.